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mistress_sabine

2/24/08 09:58 am

So, I started thinking about it last night, and I have come to a realization. I need a break. From just about everything, but there are certain things I can not take a break from. School, work, Sara and Raz. There are other things I can, and so, I think I need to right now. I have to much going on, and I don't have the energy to devote to all f them, and I am not focusing on the things that are important.

As it stands, I'm not going to be around much if at all for a while. I'm not going to be going to the pub on Thursdays, and I'm not going to go to the bar again for a while. I have things I need to take care of first, me being one of them.

I can't explain it without sounding incredibly selfish, and I really don't feel like getting into it right now. Suffice it to say that I need to take time away from things that I have been focused on to readjust my priorities.

Sorry folks. See you when I see you. Those of you who I spend time with outside the pub and such, I will see you soon, just don't expect a lot. Not doing to well mentally these days, and I'm trying to keep from falling apart.

Don't worry, I'll be fine, just need some time away.

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• lishakatz

  2/24/08 05:52 pm (UTC)

  

  aww *hugs* I was hopping to see you at the party but do what you need to do to be healthy and happy

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  • mistress_sabine

    2/25/08 12:40 am (UTC)

    

    Don't be silly luv. Of course I still plan on being there for you next week, just that that will be the last time I go in a while. Your B-day is kinda an important thing.

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    • lishakatz

      2/25/08 01:49 am (UTC)

      

      *Snuggles*

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• arabidmouse

  2/25/08 01:44 am (UTC)

  

  I don't think that you're being selfish. There comes a time in everyone's life (probably more than just once :) where it becomes apparent that certain things, whatever they may be, have taken over to the point where it's unhealthy not to stop and make some adjustments.
  
  You're doing what you need to. That's all that matters. :) *hug*
  

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  • mistress_sabine

    2/25/08 05:13 am (UTC)

    

    Thanks.

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